I’m broke 

Ok. It’s time to confess. I’m undeniably broke and I do not mean economically, hope you’ll understand. It took me a while to realize what is happening to me, those mood swings, those moments when I can’t really explain what the f is happening to me. 

I’m broke and period. I’m so not ashamed of this, maybe I should be, but I’m not, I’m just fine. 

In the first place I thought that I was going mad, but time passed and after countless ways of trying to fix myself I finally got it! I got that it’s OK to accept myself just the way I am, even if it means to be a loner. 

It’s true, I don’t have too many friends, even if I know hundreds of people. Trust me, it’s such a big difference between knowing people and having friends.

The point of me writing this down is that I want to encourage you, you that you waste your time reading this to get on top of your thoughts and finally admit who you really are. 

To describe what this “broke” term means I’ll put it like this: I am not the best company in the world, I might be cool and all when I’m in a good mood, but I don’t like people to stay too long around me, it’s the way I’ve grown up. I assume that I’m great at giving advice, but why the heck can’t I apply it for myself? There it is, I said it, I’m such a mess when it comes to giving advice to myself. I can’t stand when people disrespect me or my work, my ego is so huge, don’t know if I could ever find the limit of it. I’m selfish! Oh yeah, so selfish! I love helping other people, but when it comes to my sh*t, that’s it, I’m sorry but I ain’t give you my precious time.

Hmmm, I think I’ve said enough about me. This article was not to describe myself. It wasn’t for you to get to know me. It was to prove you that it’s alright to be aware of your bad “qualities”, depending on how you see yourself.

Get a pen, a piece of paper and start writing about yourself, about how you really are. It is not necessary to make it public, keep it for yourself, but reflect on the words, maybe you can become better and if not, screw it, what defines you is special, be selfish for God’s sake. 

Wish you the best! 

 

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